April 24, 2012

Happiness

Ooo, everything's so different now! It's all so beautiful.


Hello to my loyal readers! Haha to bad there aren't any huh? Oh well, I'm sure there are about a million people who are like me. They just write. Because..well they can. I once heard this quote that said, "Sometimes I grab my boobs, because...well, because I can." Totally. That happens more than once a day. It's very nice to know things are just there. It brings me joy. More joy than I could ever imagine. Really I can't imagine it. Because you know the old saying, "You never realize how much you love something until it's gone." That saying is the story of my life. I can't even imagine the things that we take for granted everyday. I watched this show a couple days ago. And it talked about a boy who had heard about third world countries and of course we all think "well that is too bad, I wish I could do more" Until you actually go to those places and you see the things that are actually happening. I can't even imagine. Again. Things that we take for granted in a day:
1) Well that I can sleep, some people suffer insomnia now I'm not always the best sleeper but I do sleep. Very nicely.
2) I have a home/bed/pillow/sheets/comforter/my own room to wake up to, all of those things there are people who...let's just say don't get to enjoy those luxuries.
3) I have wonderful food to eat. I have all the cereal I could ever want, in the morning. I have ramen, ham and cheese sandwiches and more recently my mom does take us out to dinner. So the food is very very well taken care (a little too much at times).
4) Electronics. Oh my. Well I have a cell phone (not a smart phone but still) I have an iPod touch that can get wifi (which is everywhere now!) I have a macbook air, my mom has three computers have a laptop that I share with my little sister, I have really nice head phones, I have a couple more laptops at my disposal at home, I have a school laptop, My family has two iPads. And with cameras? You don't even want to know. Lets just say I have been blessed when it comes to electronics.
5) My snowboards. I have one that I need to sell cause it's too short for everyday riding but I can let my friends borrow it when I want to take them. And I have my baby. I look at it every morning and it brings me strength. That all is well in the world as long as snowboarding is, somewhere, going on.
6) Family, and I don't just have them I have a loving, supportive, caring, family. Something that is very hard to find in these days. I hope I have never taken them for granted but sometimes I know I do. And it is very hard at times to see the good, but if I really think about it? I could find SO many good things that it would over power the bad. Especially when I think about some of the people I know, and how they grew up or how their lives have been. It's hard to remember that all the time though.
7) Education. Something that really not every country allows. I know that "school is dumb" but really? Come on guys, at least we have a learn abilities! and we can read and write. Look at it this way, if you fail at least you tried right?
8) Friend. I have a friend that I could..count on no matter what. I had never had a friend like that, expect my family since like sophomore year. And it is very nice to be able to rely on someone like that again.
9) My attitude. I think that overall my outlook on life is never going to change. I know that no matter how much chaunt I go through that things will be alright in the end. And I just gotta get through the hard times with a smile on my face. It's so hard at times. But really life? Its...wonderful. So wonderful.


I hope if you actually read my posts that you don't think I'm some dumb high schooler who needs somewhere to rant so she goes online. No. I really hope that through theses posts that someone somewhere reads them and is just..inspired! I want people like you guys to realize the potential each and every one of you have! So go out there and find it! But first, be happy. Its the best step in the right direction.