Enduring.

So you know those days that you just feel sad? Well, my mom and I decided that I "thrive on sadness" and why you ever would just want to be sad baffles me. I have my beliefs on why we are here as we all do. and I know what I know is right as do most people but really? Must we be so mean about our beliefs? In high school (which it seems like everything boils down to at least for me), things for people is the end of the world. For those people out there who say they don't care. Your just kidding yourselves people, if you didn't care about anything then you would never be seen, cause even a bum cares about something like getting money for..that next beer or meal. So I guess you need to specify about what you don't care about. I was reading these quotes today, and you know that feeling when your just starting to like a person, and you can't get them out of your head..? If people cared like that about everything the world be such a better place! Now think back on this last week. Was it good? and what does good mean to you? productive? Did you get what you wanted done? What would you have done differently. I was very pleased with my last week probably cause we didn't have the hell hole we call school on friday so my mother and I went to Utah to do something a lot more productive, babysit my little cousins. We did service for my family. And how much more satisfaction I got out of that was astronomical, Life is to be enjoyed not endured. -Gordan B Hinkley said that. He was an amazing man, and I'm sure he looked back on most of his life and was happy that he didn't just endure those moments but enjoyed them. Lets enjoy our life people. Don't get caught up in the moments that you must endure, cause you have no other options. Try your hardest all anyone could ask.