December 08, 2013

This Semester..

Good morning. This morning I woke craving to write a post, so here I am! However, I am not going to be writing about things I don't understand. Which right now is boys. So! I am going to write about everything else that is going on in my life.

Thanksgiving was a few weeks ago, I seriously hadn't been so homesick in my entire life. I just missed being with my sissy, and parents. I missed being able to just talk with my dad, hearing his football stories, or how he is trying his hardest to love me. I know he does, and I love him for that. So thanksgiving this year was spent in our home away from home, Utah. It was a great break for me. I knew that part of me was just dreading going back to school, not necessarily the actual being here (even though it dropped down to like -11 and there is a crap ton of snow everywhere) but the school work aspect. My head has been barely above the icy waters of homework this whole semester, but like it or not, I am here, and I am determined to make the best out of this wonderfully ridiculous situation I have gotten myself into with school.

Regardless, I have chosen what I, Chelsea Sara Applegate, will be doing the rest of my life. I will be....wait for it....a landscape designer! Ding Ding Ding! We have a winner! I felt like this job is perfect for me. And that more importantly, the hand of the Lord was in choosing it for me. I know that I am going to do great things with this job! I can feel it! I want to minor in Statistics so that I can get a little head start on maybe the business side of the job. This decision, I feel very confident with which is fantastic, because lately my decision making skills have been waining...

I love my roommates this semester too, I felt like I was going to be a bit distant from them all, but I have been kind of with everyone this semester. But I know that Heavenly Father put these girls in my apartment for me too learn what I need to. But the girl I needed most was Laken. I am so blessed to have this girl in my life. I know that I have been a deadbeat roommate, but she has let me rise to the occasions, she knew I needed to. I am sorry I haven't been there as much as I should be Lake, I know that I could have been more selfless in my actions toward you. I love you though, very much.

I hope that those I have hurt this semester will be able to forgive me, for my stupidity. I am trying my hardest to work on myself, just be patient. I'm working I promise.