I love being hyper. It's one of the few moments when I am completely happy with everything that is going on and I become one of the weirdest people ever. I love dancing. I love feeling the music pulse through my body. That feeling is one of the best in the world. I have a friend who talked about dancing and she said that she likes it cause her brain completely shuts off and she just dances. So I thought well maybe I should try that, and ever since then I feel pretty darn sexy while I dance. It makes you feel alive and fantastic! Dancing is definitely something that should be experienced on a daily basis. I do do it alone or with the few that are privileged to see me but that's still enough.
I'm so glad that I have friends. You always seem to take things like them for granted. And I love old friends that never change. I love going to see them and feeling the way you did even if it has been years since you hung out. Everyone needs friends like these. Like Laken. And Jordan. And Tannie. These are people who I would dance in front of, who I would love to go on a cruise with, who I would love to be in my wedding (if that ever happens, ha!), who I would be hyper around. These are people who I know will be in my life because they have already been through so much with me it is going to be difficult for them to get rid of me. I am also glad for new friends. In the Muppets, Gonzo the Great once said, "There's not a word yet, for old friends who've just met." Mallorie is that word that hasn't been invented yet. She's an old friend who I've met only a few months ago. College can really change that for a person I think. You can choose who you want to be with 24/7, not just at night or in the mornings at school it's all the time now. It's very surreal and life changing.
Another thing I love is adrenaline. I think that is why snowboarding has become such a prevalent part of my life. The rush you feel while hearing that crackle under your board that first run back. It's the most beautiful thing in the world. The excitement when you know that jump your'e about to hit is going to be a great one! Or even a bad one, that's more terrifying. Even when I hear beautiful music. That shock that just rockets down my body is indescribable. I get it most often when my sister sings. Her high notes, most of the time, were one of angels. I know she's use to hearing that all the time and I am not sure if she completely understands her power, but I hope she does before she loses it. Gosh I miss her. I also get it when Mckenon sings. Not always, but there are a few songs that just...mmmmm. It's mesmerizing.
Never forget to love. Sometimes, not too often, but sometimes I will meet people who are incapable of it. And it just pulls at my heart. Whether it be because of a childhood problem or just because that is in their nature. It's a terrible thing to see. So remember to love. And love often. I makes people like you better, and want to be around you more often.
Another thing I love is adrenaline. I think that is why snowboarding has become such a prevalent part of my life. The rush you feel while hearing that crackle under your board that first run back. It's the most beautiful thing in the world. The excitement when you know that jump your'e about to hit is going to be a great one! Or even a bad one, that's more terrifying. Even when I hear beautiful music. That shock that just rockets down my body is indescribable. I get it most often when my sister sings. Her high notes, most of the time, were one of angels. I know she's use to hearing that all the time and I am not sure if she completely understands her power, but I hope she does before she loses it. Gosh I miss her. I also get it when Mckenon sings. Not always, but there are a few songs that just...mmmmm. It's mesmerizing.
Never forget to love. Sometimes, not too often, but sometimes I will meet people who are incapable of it. And it just pulls at my heart. Whether it be because of a childhood problem or just because that is in their nature. It's a terrible thing to see. So remember to love. And love often. I makes people like you better, and want to be around you more often.
