I love seeing love. It is one of the most precious things on this earth and it is so nice to see it. I just want to tell you some places I hope to find love. In my husbands eyes. I want him to look at me like...no one else. I have just recently gotten glimpses of this love but it was never completely or even close. Which is okay in this point of my life.
I want to find it and I do find it in my family. Even though we are messed up just like everyone else we also have one of the most amazing family dynamics I have ever seen. In this last trip I saw more love in my family then ever before and I know that it was always there it was just easier to see cause we all needed each other just a little bit more with what we went through with Bo Bo.
Newly weds. My mom and I have been to countless weddings! And sometimes unfortunately we do not see the love that I am talking about. But everyone does have/see differently than me. I know though I however will not be having my spouse gaze at me in that way.
The way that people gaze at there passions. Whether it be plants, juggling, their religion, snowboarding, making cookies. Whatever you love if I can see it in your eyes I know that you love it. The most recent example I have of this love is a boy named David science. He just served a mission for our church to Guatemala. And holy cow I have never seen someone's face light up as much as his does when he talks about Guatemala or the gospel. It is definitely something that everyone needs. A love for something. Like for my dad I know it is missionary work. My dad could do that all the time for the rest of his life and be a very content man.
Mine is snowboarding. It is my obsession. It makes my life exponentially easier to live when I know that I am going to be on the mountain soon.
It doesn't really matter where you see it, what matters is if you feel and express it everyday of your life because it makes life a whole lot simpler to live. It makes people around you less stressed and so in the end all there is is positivity emanating off of your body. Life can't be better when love is involved because "The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return." love me some Moulin Rouge.
