I have been thinking about writing this for a very long time..well actually it's been 3 days. But these are the kind of days that feel like years. I am starting this at college. My lovely wonderful college bubble that I have been privileged to stay in for this horrific experience. I would never want anyone to go through what I have been going through up here, at least not without the two people that I have gotten to associate with during this time.
Mallorie Lane Hakanson. She and I...clicked the second we met. She was the only persons name I can remember, cause when you first get to college everyone you talk to is new, so there are about a million names, but Mal's, her's I just retained. I have no idea why and then she started quoting the movie Hoodwinked and we've been inseparable ever since. During this time of my brother, I...needed a girl to act just like I would in this situation and she fit that perfectly. She never told me that it was going to be okay when it wasn't at the time, she just knew when not to talk and when to talk. She knew how to get me to laugh and shrug it off when I needed to. Mal is among the greats in my life. Thank you Mal. For being such a stubborn butt, for telling me Grandma Carol stories, for watching the OC, for being in my life when it was such a mess. but for cleaning it up (;
Mckenon Victor Abreu. That should just say it all. He is one of those people who you don't care where he is you want to be with him. Not like romantically or anything he is one big ball of happiness. People had said that about me at times and I never had met any guy like that yet. But Mckenon, he is better. Everyone in the world needs a Mckenon. Even if they don't like him (which I do(: hehe) they just need one around. He never let me feel..too sad. It's understandable to be depressed, cause that is how life goes sometimes but in this case it was hard to feel that way with him around and like I said I was in a bubble. And I am still enjoying this bubble, very much. I will never really be able to express my gratitude to him. He was heaven sent while I had him. I hope he knows how much he meant to me during that time and how much he did help, not even by doing anything. That's how magical he was. Never thought I would meet somebody like that. Glad I have. Thank you.
Mallorie Lane Hakanson. She and I...clicked the second we met. She was the only persons name I can remember, cause when you first get to college everyone you talk to is new, so there are about a million names, but Mal's, her's I just retained. I have no idea why and then she started quoting the movie Hoodwinked and we've been inseparable ever since. During this time of my brother, I...needed a girl to act just like I would in this situation and she fit that perfectly. She never told me that it was going to be okay when it wasn't at the time, she just knew when not to talk and when to talk. She knew how to get me to laugh and shrug it off when I needed to. Mal is among the greats in my life. Thank you Mal. For being such a stubborn butt, for telling me Grandma Carol stories, for watching the OC, for being in my life when it was such a mess. but for cleaning it up (;
Mckenon Victor Abreu. That should just say it all. He is one of those people who you don't care where he is you want to be with him. Not like romantically or anything he is one big ball of happiness. People had said that about me at times and I never had met any guy like that yet. But Mckenon, he is better. Everyone in the world needs a Mckenon. Even if they don't like him (which I do(: hehe) they just need one around. He never let me feel..too sad. It's understandable to be depressed, cause that is how life goes sometimes but in this case it was hard to feel that way with him around and like I said I was in a bubble. And I am still enjoying this bubble, very much. I will never really be able to express my gratitude to him. He was heaven sent while I had him. I hope he knows how much he meant to me during that time and how much he did help, not even by doing anything. That's how magical he was. Never thought I would meet somebody like that. Glad I have. Thank you.
