Bowling. . .Meh.

Today I went bowling...not a good idea. For one, because I went with my recent ex. Always so stupid I am with the relationships..and the after things too. For two, because I suck at it. But I did pretty good tonight actually. But I am being pretty stupid. My friend Jordie told me and everything. But I feel like I can stay away from him now. (kinda) Not cause I am mad or hate him or something but because I kinda don't like his "humor". He is one of those high school boys who flirt by kicking you, pinching you etc. I guess I am just sick of being beat up as a gesture of being liked. Is it too much to ask to have them tell you a nice compliment, you have to pratically beat compliments out of them. I am pooped out of these boys. But my ex really isn't that bad of a dude. He's pretty cool actually. Ha, actually I think I still like him..told you I was bad at relationships poop. My dad just told me that I am getting more mature. I feel better..I just want to focus on my grades (my horrific grades). Anyway a thing I did today to make a difference in the world is..tried to take life easy. Not rush through things. You never get it done right if you do that anyway. So if anyone ever reads this I hope you can take things easy. Look around when your in the car driving somewhere look beyond what you look at every day. Its amazing what you see. I love when you see something that you have never noticed before (like you actually read the name of a store and realize that it could have come in handy in your life before that point in time). So that is my difference for today. Tomorrow is another day. Another attempt to make a difference. Hope it works. Goodnight all.